Just an Ordinary Girl

So, I know that I am not the first to make a blog about loosing weight, or being on a diet that's for sure, but there is something calling me in to being an open and honest person to help me through the process and maybe and hopefully help others. I believe that the process of loosing weight is hard and tricky and sometimes you feel like your never going to be able to do it. I am not saying I am going to be perfect because nobody is, I am just saying I am going to be honest and try anything to help me through the process in a natural realistic way.

I am 27 years old right now and I am the heaviest I have ever been in my life, I was a normal person one day and then the next I woke up and I was a FAT. The one piece bathing suite, towel until you get to the pool, belly fat, thick thighs, hungry after dinner FAT. I want to fix it more than I have ever wanted anything else (well almost anything else, I'd really like a new car), but I am committed to making this work, ups and downs and whatever it takes. Hopefully someone will be along for the ride with me.

My past attempts included:

Weight Watchers, which I might turn too again in this project of mine, not right away but I do believe it works, I just hate counting points, and bargaining them like poker chips during every meal.

Jenny Craig: Love her, and I believe the program works, the only problem being that it is VERY EXPENSIVE and you feel a little robbed at the end of the week when you pay $5-$6 for a microwave meal that's the size of the dollar ones at the store, and $3 for a portion of cereal you when you could have gotten 10-12 servings out of a box for WAY less.

Of course, I have basically tried all the diet pills, and Acai cleanses that there are out there, but at the end of the day I always fall a little short. I think mostly because when on a diet you fail to be completely honest with yourself, and so I feel like at least in the forum I am going to be completely honest no matter what, even if nobody is ready this.

I am going to keep myself anonymous until maybe the end of the project, I would love for everyone that I know to be able to support me through the process but sometimes it does more harm than good, I want to do this on my own, without feeling like people are looking at me funny or something. Please join me in my last day as a normal person and I step in to the realm of DIET MODE.

The scale comes tomorrow, prepare to be scared!! I'll post some post pics, and track my progress along the way.

Good luck to us all!